Friday, February 25, 2011

Day 12 Photo

Something you love



I love every single time my little girl smiles at me, theres nothing better in this world

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Day 11 Photo

A photo of something you hate.



This is really lame. Lol but there aren't many things that I hate that you can actually take a picture of. I HATE sauerkraut. Can't stand the smell, the taste. Yuck. Lol!! 

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Day 10 Photo

A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with







It actually kinda bothered me to put a picture of this girl up, however if there is anyone in this world I did f***ed up things with it was this girl. Which is why she is no longer a part of my life. If I had ever gotten caught doing half the crap she dragged me into I would have ended up in jail for a long time. My life has considerably calmed down since I cut ties with her.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

30 Days of truth Day 01

Something you hate about yourself.



It actually took me some thinking to figure out exactly what it is I don't like about myself. I jumped right in and thought "My weight, my appearance" but there aren't a lot of people that are happy with those things.

The thing I hate about myself is that I can't be happy with myself. whether it's my appearance, my self esteem, anything. I just find myself constantly criticizing me. I have a horrible self image, and I never meet my expectations for myself. And I know I'm essentially the only thing holding myself back.

After lots of thought about this answer I realize that I need to better me. I want to look in that mirror and love the person deep inside. I need to become someone that I can be proud of, that I can have confidence in, and that I can be happy with.

Day 9 Photo

A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.


My amazing husband. This past year has been pretty horrible for me, I had a lot happen. And from thousands of miles away he got me through it. He's there for me, he's my rock, and I know he'll be there to do the same whenever I need him for the rest of my life.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Day 8 Photo

A photo that makes me laugh


Me and a couple of my friends were in the Upper Peninsula Of Michigan (it was an absolutely beautiful and relaxing vacation by the way) and we came across a small town party store that had this sign out front.  We pulled a U-Turn and had to get a picture!

30 Days of truth

So along with the 30 days of photos (because I'm doing so well with keeping up on that) I've decided to start the 30 days of truth. It seems more deep and I like it! So here we go


Day 01-Something you hate about yourself
Day 02-Something you love about yourself
Day 03-Something you have to forgive yourself for
Day 04-Something you have to forgive someone else for
Day 05-Something you hope to do in your life
Day 06-Something you hope you never have to do
Day 07-Someone who has made your life worth living for
Day 08-Someone who has made your life hell, or treated you like shit
Day 09-Someone you didn't want to let go, but just drifted
Day 10-Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know
Day 11-Something people seem to compliment you on the most
Day 12-Something you never get compliments on
Day 13-A band or artist that has gotten you through on tough ass days (write a letter)
Day 14-A hero that has let you down (write a letter)
Day 15-Something or someone you cannot live without, because you have tried living without it
Day 16-Someone or something you definitely could live without
Day 17-A book you've read that changed your views on something
Day 18-Your views on gay marriage
Day 19-What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20-Your views on drugs and alcohol 
Day 21-(scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you just got in a fight an hour ago.  What do you do?
Day 22-Something you wish you hadn't done in your life
Day 23-Something you wish you had done in your life
Day 24-Make a playlist to someone and explain why you choose all the songs (just post title, artist and letter)
Day 25-The reason you believe you are still alive today
Day 26-Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so when, why?
Day 27-What's the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28-What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29-Something you hope to change about yourself and why
Day 30-A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself and why

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Day 7 Photo


A picture of my most treasured item.

I'm just going to leave this one to the picture, It really does say it all.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Day 6 Photo



Picture of a person you would want to trade places with for the day

That would be Kelly Monacho. Reasons, well she's beautiful and plays on my favorite daytime tv show, I would love to be in the set of GH for a day.

Let's all be snippy ok?

Ok I saw a comment made by a fellow Military wife that I just want to pick apart really quick. This was the comment that was made.

"if you don't want me to tell you off please refrain from telling me how sorry you are that my husband is in the army. and fyi no you don't know what I'm going through and no my kids should never HAVE to get use to their dad being gone. that is all"




Ok now.... I don't understand why these women feel it necessary to snap at everyone that tries to relate to them and show their support. She said that her children shouldn't have to get used to their dad being gone... well what the hell do you think that they should just have to struggle with it the whole time he is gone. Because he will undoubtedly be gone for extended periods of time. 


Now being married to a man in the Army, I have come across a lot of people that try to relate, say things like "my husband has to go out of town all the time on business trips" blah blah blah. Hunny, you're husband isn't going to war, period. But I still don't find it necessary to blow up on these people because they feel for you.




Bottom line, if this girl doesn't want the normal attention and comments that a military wife will get.... don't tell random people that your husband is military... duh! She just needs to get over herself. 


The end! LOL!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Day 5 Photo


A photo of my favorite memory. This is me and my nieces a few years ago. They thought I was crazy when I went splashing through the mud.... until they found out how fun it was. lol

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Day 4 Photo


My favorite night! This was one of the first nights me and my husband spent together after meeting. It was a night of alcohol, dancing, and laughter! I will never forget it.

Friday, February 4, 2011

A part time single mom



So I'm having mixed feelings about my husband being home. I am super excited don't get me wrong. But We are both new parents. My husband hasn't met our daughter yet, she is 4 months old. So from the time she was born it has just been me and her, we have a routine and I'm afraid of how to fit my husband into this routine. After being a single mom for four months I am hoping that he can just jump right in and get familiar with how things go for the baby and me. I shouldn't worry about it like I do, I should just be thankful for him to be home. I just want everything to go smoothly for our family. Hopefully I'll be able to have a happy update in a few months.

Day 3 Photo


This one was a hard choice. NCIS is definitely one of my favorites though.

But I must add my favorite Soap! General Hospital takes the cake with this one. I'm addicted. But one look at Steve Burton and what girl wouldn't be?

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Day 2 photo

                            
The person I've been closest with the longest. This is my sister Linda, we are only 18 months apart in age and have basically been best friends out whole lives.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Day 1 Photo

Ok so ten things about me:

1. I have green eyes

2. I'm originally from Michigan

3. My favorite color is purple.

4. I have a beautiful 4 month old little girl

5. I hate the smell of vinegar

6. Mexican food is my favorite!

7. My favorite drink is Arizona tea (any flavor)

8. I'm 5' 10"

9. I am very passionate about my family.

10. I am a a loyal and dependable friend to those who deserve it.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

30 Photos

I'm Going to start the 30 day photo challenge tomorrow.  =D

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Day 04 - A picture of your night

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

Day 30 - A picture of someone you mis

This Year

This year. EEK!
I get my husband back from Iraq very soon. I'm so excited, it has definitely been a long year for the two of us. He gets to meet our daughter for the first time, which I'm more excited about than seeing him myself. She is absolutely going to melt his heart. I really can't imagine being in his shoes. He said to me one day "I can hear her (on the phone) and I can see pictures, but I can't hold her in my arms and it's killing me" I can't begin to understand how that feels. I just do the best I can by flooding him with pictures and videos of her absolute cuteness, and remind myself that out day will come.

Come June we will be picking up out feet from Kansas and be Moving to Georgia! =D That I am super excited about. I lived in Georgia for a short period of time and I absolutely loved it. Kansas is horrid, and I'll be glad to get away from there.

So after the first half of this year, I'm hoping to get in some awesome family time. Time for us to bond as a family. (Spending lots of time on the beach. WOOHOO) I suppose that's all for now. This just popped my blogger cherry :) Many more hopefully, to come.